{"id":71,"date":"2016-12-31T11:41:50","date_gmt":"2016-12-31T11:41:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/christowski.de\/blog\/index.php\/2016\/12\/31\/december-2016\/"},"modified":"2022-11-15T20:36:54","modified_gmt":"2022-11-15T18:36:54","slug":"december-2016","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/christowski.de\/blog\/2016\/12\/december-2016\/","title":{"rendered":"December:\u00a0Easiness, Celebrities, and Another Round"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><figure class=\"tmblr-full\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/66.media.tumblr.com\/10f641d1f3ab4debb054a79285c36e94\/tumblr_inline_pa1ow5TnNM1qbfze0_540.jpg\" alt=\"image\" \/><\/figure>\n<\/p>\n<p>This is it. I really can\u2019t wrap my head around why new years eve is such a thing, but it always is: so much weight on one night that throws us into raw panic; you better make this evening the greatest of the year, it\u2019s your last chance!<\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s not going to work anyway. So I decided to skip it. Also, I am not going to make this my end-of-year review, because I know that we will wake up tomorrow, and there will be just another day, another month, another year waiting for us. It\u2019s only names that change.<\/p>\n<p>Over Christmas, I met friends from school, and we shared our best moments of the past year. It was hard to think of something\u2014not because my year was shit; there were ups and downs, and 12 months are long. I tried to explain this one recent evening, where we luckily got cheap tickets for the Vienna Burg theatre, and afterwards we stumbled out into the Austrian night, and it was so clear, and we decided to walk home, because you can just walk everywhere in Vienna, and on our way, we ate a cheese-filled sausage (don\u2019t ask), and it was all very easy.<\/p>\n<p>Easy was what I needed. We spent so much time in coffee houses again, and that was easy too: \u201cMore Royals or more Celebrities?\u201d, asks my friend and holds up a bunch of tabloid magazines. Hours passed, and we let them, we just read and said nothing. I find talking really hard sometimes, which is probably a bourgeois problem. I enjoy being silent.<\/p>\n<p>This year ends with a lot of things <a href=\"http:\/\/christowski.tumblr.com\/post\/138424331278\/january-thermal-underwear-100-essays-and-berlin\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">it started with<\/a>. Sholem published his first book with his <a href=\"http:\/\/aberlindiary.tumblr.com\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Berlin Diary drawings<\/a>. I keep re-reading <a href=\"http:\/\/mevme.com\/lizblog\/die-siebenundvierzigste-woche-jahr\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Elisabeths weekly summaries<\/a>, because they are soft and gentle everyday life observations. I still watch Roger Willemsen on YouTube, and I wish he could have said or written something to hold onto after 2016. <\/p>\n<p>For the next year, I plan to discover more music. I\u2019ve been listening to only two albums recently: Solange\u2019s True (2012), and Pure Bathing Culture\u2019s Pray For Rain (2015). I saved <a href=\"https:\/\/open.spotify.com\/user\/christowski\/playlist\/0jTorj2RaY71vkErDwyJh5\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">some tracks on Spotify<\/a>, but I can\u2019t remember titles or artists, which is sad.<\/p>\n<p>Two days ago, a thin but cold layer of frost covered the city I am currently in. Winter came back. Twelve months ago, I couldn\u2019t wait for it to leave, I almost couldn\u2019t bear Berlin anymore. But Summer saved me, yet again. And I am impatient for it to arrive. Four more months. And then another year. Another round. Let\u2019s make it count.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This is it. I really can\u2019t wrap my head around why new years eve is such a thing, but it always is: so much weight on one night that throws us into raw panic; you better make this evening the greatest of the year, it\u2019s your last chance! It\u2019s not going to work anyway. So <a href=\"https:\/\/christowski.de\/blog\/2016\/12\/december-2016\/\" class=\"more-link\">&#8230;<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">  December:\u00a0Easiness, Celebrities, and Another Round<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1206],"tags":[140,44,41,40,3,39],"class_list":["post-71","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-christels-corner","tag-140","tag-christels-corner","tag-english","tag-newsletter","tag-schreiben","tag-tagebuch"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/christowski.de\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/71","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/christowski.de\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/christowski.de\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/christowski.de\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/christowski.de\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=71"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/christowski.de\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/71\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2976,"href":"https:\/\/christowski.de\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/71\/revisions\/2976"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/christowski.de\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=71"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/christowski.de\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=71"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/christowski.de\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=71"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}